ugh! results are coming out tmw! im so freaking nervous that if i got a cent for every ounce of anxiety (if you could measure anxiety in ounces), i would be a trazillionaire right now. and everybody is coming over to my house tmw evening to celebrate me results. i mean seriously. gosh! that makes everything worse. i already told my mum that if she doesnt hear from me by 3 she should know that i decided to run away and leave my treacherous life behind. and everyone is all "oh! dont worry. you are gonna do well. at least u tried your best. u did didn't you?" but what if well isn't well enough. what if i end up a hobo because my family throws me out due to my embarrassing results and nobody wants to hire me because i got a bazillion points for my O's. maybe the stress will kill me even before i get my results. i want tomorrow to come but at the same time i dont want it to come. i just want to know how i fared then go on as if it never even happened. 23 more hours. im screwed.22:37