i feel damn sucky today. i dont even know why. i just dont feel like talking. and im starting to feel guilty for all the stuff i used to do. i was just thinking and i never realised i was such a major bitch. i hate people who are like who i used to be. and everyone tells me i did well for my O's but i still feel so stupid. i exceeded my expected by 3 points. i cant believe i did so badly. i could kill myself. i bet you i made so many careless mistakes. and everybody tells me i did well. but how is 18 points good? everybody else got like what? 11? maybe what they mean is i beat their expectations of getting like 25 points. stupid O's. stupid malay. its totally ruining my life. i just hope i get to do something i actually want to do or im seriously going to get over my fear of heights and jump off a building.00:28