Sexy just msged me. Sudden attack of depression all. Maybe because nazi not anywhere in sight. I really wanna know what he looks like. One of these days, im gonna pay sexy a visit and see whether he is all she says he is. I mean with a name like nazlee and all. doesnt sound as hot as she makes him to be. But he is a security guard who protects takashimaya from little boys' and fat mans'. And men who protect are sexy. Thats probably why policemen and fireman outfits are so popular at chippendale's. Sexy protectors.

And today i got really affected when my mum's friend asked if i was the same age as her son who is like what 14? I mean seriously! I just turn 16 and ppl think im 14?! and the other day when taking the cab, the taxi driver believed my aunty when she said i was 12. Backsides. Do i really look that young?! i mean seriously! Im like emotionally affected. But maybe it will work to my advantage when im 50 but i look only 40. That would be awesome!

Tmw i have to wake up at 6.40 again just to go to work. I mean its not like the kids come so early. I hate work. It's so damn stressful! Kids screaming and talking back. Kids these days are too pampered la. When i was young i would get caned for every little thing and now u can get jailed if u hit a kid. well not in singapore la but still crazy la these law makers! they prob got abused as kids. Loosers!06:31