never blog in such a long time sia. i like totally forgot abt this blog. hopefully sexy wont read this cos for sure she will go on and on abt how she created this blog and not blogging is somehow going to affect our friendship.
this week has been wayyy hectic. ive been sleeping past 1 everyday. i dont know how i even survive. stupid gpp la. consumes so much of my sleeping and social life. but my social life is seriously dead. i only seem to go out on friday and saturday nights. the rest of the time i either do my hmk or study or suffer from aching muscles.
i miss going shopping with sexy. we usually just go check out hot mat security dudes. maybe thats the whole devious plan of takashimaya. put a hot mat up front and u get hordes of girls entering to check him out and meanwhile they get distracted by something from afar and are obligated to buy it.
and on thu im going out with av and ray to jalan kayu. havent seen those ninkampoops in a while. need to catch up with each other, gossip and makan makan MAKAN. cant wait.
it hurts when I think,
when I let it sink in
It’s all over me
I'm lying here in the dark
Watchin you sleep, it hurts a lot
07:15
Today has been a bad day. my mum was admitted to the hospital and she might have diabetes. im praying she doesnt. cos it means we cant spend half our lives in the kitchen trying to concoct something. and i havent seen her in like 2 whole days. it feels so weird without her at home. and most likely she will be discharged on sat. but im hoping to go visit her tmw.
and i cant even figure out to work the damn washing machine! im turning the thing round and round and there are the usual washing machine sounds but there is no water! why do washing machines and sewing machines always have to be so hard to operate. maybe i should use joel's abs to wash the clothes cos apparently he does that. haha. i cant believe i found that hilarious. its damn stupid but at the same time freakishly hilary rious tan kheng hua.
oh yes! i got an awesome 29/35 for econs! i was so excited. at first the mark thingy said i scored only 3. im so happy. i was, at that time, accepting the fact that i was the worst econs student to ever step into the compound of sr. but no! im not. i cant stop laughing but at the same time i feel damn sad. such an oxymoron. i desperately need chocolate now. if only u had your car then maybe u could get some for me now.
03:17
A whole year has passed by
but your absence is still choking
i miss you both.
Never blog in such a long time all sia. Ive been busy with attending memorial masses. 30th day, 1st year. the whole deal. why is it that so many people tend to pass on in April. sucks la. touch rug camp has left me unable to move. my body is aching like i never knew it could. i dont think i would be even able to get out of bed for school tmw. i am not looking forward to it. we have geog lecture tmw! josephine and her nasal-ness. Actually im supposed to be completing my PI now but alas! i have drifted off. PW sucks. the whole A&E and GOI crap. and ASPIRE! aah! i have so much to do in so little time. i might just have to suffer from yet another panic attack. GIVE ME BACK MY LIFE! i desperately need to go shopping and i need to meet ppl. lots of them.
22:59
I got my eyesight back! yay! words cannot express the extreme joy i feel now that i can actually open my eyes and see. i was however getting used to feeling around the house and 'bonking' into the furniture. Thankfully its nothing more than scratches on my eye. while waiting, some woman was telling my mum and i about her detached retina while i was writhing in pain. how is that helpful?! seriously! if i could see where she was sitting i would have punched her nose into her chickpea-sized brain!
on the bright side, i get to stay home till wed so my eyes can heal. but then again, i will be loaded with econs, lit, GP and math(!) hmk. i so can wait for thursday to come. i am not looking forward to dressing up in that shitty uniform. as in literally. the colour looks like poop in the very murky waters of the toilet bowl.
and my dad hired some contractors to design my room. totally looking forward to the end result. and my dad is so hilarious when he is relating his design to the contractors.
daddy: "I think we should have a top-to-toe cupboard so she can hang all her gowns"
urm. i am not some socialite who attends balls every weekend. but im not objecting to extra storage. that way i can shop more. i need to shop. sexy, where are you when i need you?
21:30
haha. looser la this kid.
I found this picture and i couldnt stop laughing. i pity charb. everytime it rains, mummy makes him wear the craziest crap on his head.
school is such a bore now. at least my class mates are entertaining. and the school hours are so freaking long. i end at 5 most of the days. and by the time 11pm comes im like a walking zombie. and its gonna be worse when i start cca. i dread the day that happens. and everywhere i go, ppl are studying. i mean it's march! school just started. why so studious? make me feel so guilty all.
and today ryan and preeti sang it's all about you by mcfly and i CANNOT get it out of my head. and the worse part is i hate that song! that was before i had to take some stupid malay test which i did not a understand a single word of. i seriously cannot wait for the june hols so i can actually return to my 4am-4pm sleeping pattern. i treasure those moments. now i gotta figure which task i should do for PW before veronica goes psycho on me saying i should realise i am now a jc student and how i should not plagarise cos she will be able to catch me.
05:18
Orientation today was sooo boring la. I mean what's with the talks? Not like anybody was even listening. and there's fusion night. at least i think that's what it's called. and we have to do the freaking chicken dance. i dont even know what significance it has at all.
At least there's eye candy. Not fantabulously fantabulous but at least it will keep me sane for the next 2 years. And i hate the hours la. tell me it is inhumane to keep us there for practically 12 hours. How are we supposed to have a freaking life outside of school?! And now i have to start praying that i actually do well at the A's or im seriously screwed. SERIOUSLY. I honestly cannot wait to be done with the whole orientation crap and start work. at least i wont have to cramp up just sitting on the floor.
And i <3 u sexy. Ur my sexy love. haha. Go become a nurse and introduce me to some hot doctors who will send my pulses racing!
05:30
It's supposed to be a heart btw.
I had a pretty much sucky valentine's day yesterday. Went out for dinner at delifrance with my mum, aunties and the pest. But im sure sexy had a much more interesting valentine's date huh? and im sooo not being a bitch la. im just speaking the truth.
Later on, im going to watch ghost rider with my brother. It's some charity gala thing and i thought i had to wear a gown or something. It would have been weird la. People walking around in their sunday's best in Suntec City. But i mean they DID spend $100 on the tickets. I do not understand why anybody would pay a hundred bucks just to watch ghost rider. It's not like it's some oscar movie or something. I think it's crazy. I don't even know what charity im going to support by going to watch the movie. The charity people better use the money wisely or im gonna hunt them down i tell ya.
haha. looser la this kid.
It's supposed to be a heart btw.